As Heart Dims Into Darkness

PES.

2009-04-27T01:14:00.000-07:00

PES is the short form for Pro Evolution Soccer.It's actually a soccer game where you can choose your favorite team from almost all the top league in the world. Now why i want to bring up about this game, is because it has wasted my time like thousand of hours.I usually play it with my friends,and one game or match will take 10 minutes for each half.So football match has 2 halftime,meaning one match is 20 minute.This doesn't include the time taken for me and my friends to choose our team and then setting the formation and etc.If not i probably have to plus another 5 minutes,then that would be 25 minutes.When i play PES with my friends,one game won't be enough.If one of us lose or the match is draw,there has to be a rematch.It's a must and usually it will take minimum about 3 match for each of us to be satisfied or get tired of losing.Then do the math,3 match * 20 minutes for each match = 1 hour .Minimum for PES daily is 1 hour.That's the minimum,sometime it can take more than 1 hour.The truth is,this game is really addictive.The graphic and gameplay are so real life like.Plus when you have all the star footballers in it,who wouldn't be glued to this game.Conclusion,bak kata Mirol pangilan PES, pesssssssssssssssssss...!!!

No Choice

2009-04-25T19:16:00.000-07:00

You never asked to be born into this world.

You never asked to be raised in a rich or poor family.

You never asked to be gifted with beautiful or ugly face.

You never asked for all these things,

but Allah has created you for a reason and it's your responsible to find out.

For you don't have a choice.

Message To Satan

2009-04-24T18:01:00.000-07:00

Hey satan, go away from me!

You are not even my friend and will never be.

Infact you are my worst enemy.

You have decieved me so many times before.

You trick me to believe in things

which are wrong seem right.

You are one cunning and ugly creature.

i'm thankful to Allah

for not making this eye with ability to see you.

If not i would surely puke blood

everytime i see your hideous face.

Old Friends

2009-04-24T17:55:00.000-07:00

Hey old friends,

i wonder what you guys are doing.

Don't you know that i miss the good old days.

Times where our life always filled with joy and sadness.

We would share almost anything from toothpaste to maggi tom yam.

We were more than friends we are like brothers.

If given the power to control time using a dvd remote control,

i'd rewind this life and bring back the good memories.

i know we'll meet again someday,

if not in this world then the hereafter.

Insya'Allah.

Self-Hatred

2009-04-24T17:46:00.000-07:00

This world of mine is dying each days.

i feel like i can take on any pain this life would offer.

i'm just a body made of flesh,

which looked lively outside but dead inside.

Like a walking dead.

This self-hatred is growing inside of me

and i have no control over.

This air that i breath doesn't taste like it used to.

When will i be resurrected?

Love At First Sight

2009-04-24T17:40:00.000-07:00

The first time you saw her face,

your heart beats till a degree that it hurts so much.

As though it would explode at any moment.

Never before you had this kind of feeling.

From far,you watched her getting off from the bus,

like an angel being sent down from heaven.

Her smile would turn your world upside down,

from a place filled with darkness into a place where it always shimmer.

How you wish you had the courage to just talk to her.

Empathy

2009-04-24T17:20:00.000-07:00

When thinking of others suffering can lessen your own,

start to wonder why does god put you in this situation.

Somehow, you feel very glad to know

that you are not the only one

who has been put into a great test of this life.

To you life is like a dream,

only when you die you'll be really awake.

Yes, life after death is a certainty.

New Hope

2009-04-24T16:59:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had the feeling

where you feel like giving up cause life sucks like hell,

and then suddenly a ray of light gives you hope.

All your burdens that you had been carrying are gone forever

like a huge rock being removed from top of your head.

For the very first time you bow to the creator

in the state of hopelessness and powerlessness...

It's the most wonderful feeling ever.

The Beginning

2009-04-20T03:24:00.000-07:00

This could be the beginning

to an endless torment

or

this could be the beginning

to an eternal happiness.

The choice is for you to make.